Sunday, September 18, 2011

Ain't it Funny

Me.
Am I not funny?

I didn't know you. I knew it. I knew it!
I knew I didn't know you.

You weren't who I thought you were.
I loved the person I imagined that you were. I loved the impression that I had of you.
But I didn't know you.

So it's over.
On my side, at least.

And soon enough, it'll all be done.
I can sense it. I can feel it right at this moment.

And I'm thankful. Thankful that I have reason to stop loving you at last. Thankful that I found out that it wasn't you that I loved, but who I thought you were. But you weren't who I thought you were. I was wrong.

And it makes me regretful. I regret ever being involved with you. I regret ever having anything to do with you.

But then again, my lesson's learned. Just excuse me as I laugh at myself.

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