You're All I Need

I don't know why I keep on making myself a little bit distant. It's not that I never wanted to be close to you. It's ridiculous to not want to be close to you.
But whether I intended it or not, somehow, I keep on becoming
far...

You word is the food for my soul, the lamp unto my feet, the light unto my path.. Your word brings me hope, brings me joy, makes me alive.. but somehow, I always seem far...

I never wanted to be so busy.
I never wanted to be cold.
I never wanted to be uninterested, if that's what it seems.
I never wanted to be far.
But somehow, that's always how I end up being.

My heart is weak and my mind is lacking in so many ways. I'll never be enough and I'll never do enough. Without you I am nothing. I don't want to be far.

Take it all now, let it all be gone. I want you more, and I count it all as loss. In you I find myself. In you and with you, I find my purpose, I find who I am, I am productive.

Simplify,
correct,
change my life. You're all I need.