Oblivious

So..
I was about to make a post about how she seems to be unaware of what I feel about her. And the word oblivious came to mind. For no other reason than to ease myself of the doubt to the word's meaning, I looked it up on Dictionary.com.

And I couldn't be more startled by the example sentence.

REALLY? Uh, really? Is this merely incidental or what? I'm amazed.

***

You don't know
how much
I wanted to
go back there
today.

You don't know
how hard
it was for me
to try to start
a conversation
between
you and me,
though only online.

Hard,
because I didn't know
what to say.
I can't choose the words
to take
your attention enough,
and to not
make you feel
uneasy about
my approach.

I am praying for you. If you're the one He has for me, then, great! But if not, I'd be glad to submit to His perfect will.

***

I LIKE YOU
..JUST A BIT TOO MUCH.