I Want to Be

There's a lot of things I have ever wanted to be. And when I say a lot, I mean, A LOT. It was that to the point that I was always confused about which endeavor to choose.

For myself, I don't want to be just another employee someday trying to make ends meet, working to meet his needs and to support himself and get through life. I don't want my life to be spent just to earn money so that I could live to earn money so that I could live and on and on and on... though, those who work devotedly are to be saluted. I just have my own views, and, can't seem to convey them well enough in words.

I want to be something that makes a significant change. I want to make myself prepared financially for the future, but I also dream of becoming something more: more than an employee, more than an earner, more than a father who raises a family, more than an ordinary Christian.

Whatever is my calling, I don't want to run away anymore. I don't want to ignore it anymore. I give up to Him.
If it is what is for me, then it is what is for me. Nothing else will grant me that same level of satisfaction, productivity and fulfillment other than that which He has called me to do... whatever it is, I don't want to say for certain just yet.