Surrounded By

I observed I am currently surrounded by..

Great music. I have searched and listened to a ton of artists like Israel Houghton, Lincoln Brewster, Planetshakers, Kari Jobe, and others. Some of the songs have been around for quite some time, and others are new.

Some of my favorites are Nothing is Impossible (Planetshakers), Say So (Israel Houghton), and Singing Over Me (Kari Jobe).

Unlikable TV shows. Common pictures shown are hostility, malice, selfishness and maltreatment. Eek. I wish they could show more than that. I mean less of that. Although I understand it can be harder to write a longer plot for a story without those kind of stuff...

Though there're a few ones that I find likable. There's one I even watch every night. I haven't tuned to a show for some time.

Unchanging projects. Maybe in the future I can somehow learn to enjoy doing or completing them, but for now, I really find projects daunting. Sure, the rewards are worth the efforts. Maybe something's just wrong with me then.

I hate it when I set those tasks aside. I don't know if I have procrastinated this badly before.

Some good news. I have seen my prelim grades this afternoon. They're motivating enough.

My (nonsense) worry during this kind of times is whether I'll be able to sustain or even surpass my own current grades, in the following period. There's really something wrong with me.