Friday, May 7, 2010

10th Month, Waiting day

So today marks mine and ladylove's 10th month. Well I'm just filled with gratitude, although I view this distance that we have made thus far as not yet far. We haven't come far yet, I know, but it's still worth appreciating. No, worth being so grateful for. Something to treasure. 10 months of overcoming and holding on and keeping each other in each other despite the differences and the similarities between us. Through highs and lows, we made it to 10. And I'm glad it wasn't tough to reach. Again a beginning I must say.

But I'm afraid I would have to wait until after she gets home before we could be together today. She has training for a job she's currently applying for right now, and she gets to go home only at six in the evening, but then she still has to travel for almost two hours. I heard it wouldn't be long before she's moved to a branch closer to our place. That would be very advantageous on her side and perhaps to others who are with her too. Right now, I'm all supportive to her on the job she's aiming for in a semiconductor company. I know she can do it, with her strong personality and wit, and flexibility. She told me yesterday she has friends there now.

On a different concern, right now, I'm waiting for mom to e-mail me. Two days ago, she'd said she would be sending me the money for this month. Yesterday through video chat, she told me she wasn't able to do so yet. So I expect she would be sending it to me today. I'm still waiting right now, but I'm afraid the closing hour of the remittance center where I'm supposed to pick the money up is almost now, and it seems I'm gonna have to wait later before I could get an e-mail, so this all goes to conclude that maybe I'd have to wait until tomorrow to get the money. That's if she'd send it today. I am not a demanding kid by the way. I am most grateful to my mom for all the support and hard work she devotes to me. One day though, I dream of paying her back, although she doesn't really ask for that.

Happy mother's day in advance by the way to all the lovely mothers out there. I salute, adore, and applaud all of you. I really really do hope these words of mine reach out to many of you out there. You don't know how much I greatly look up to moms. As a kid who never knew his father, and haven't even seen the slightest glimpse of him in person, I was raised only by my mom, my aunt and my grandma, who are such so loving, so sacrificing mothers. And I am thankful to them so much, especially since it was like I grew up having three moms. Now who needs a compensation for not having a father?

Well anyways I just noticed, as if it isn't so noticeable and so easily felt on the skin and reaching even the head, but still something to speak about, that it is just so hot. Here. I wouldn't be able to type with ease without the most needed help of my little company. Our little electric fan. I would literally look like an opened faucet typing on the computer without its aid. I remember when I wasn't feeling so well, maybe two or three days ago, I would sweat a lot. I mean, beyond normal. And I would feel weak while that happens so. And my hands sweat a lot too, and that could really rob me of comfort while typing. So I'm thankful they're remaining tamed as of the moment, making me able to type almost fluidly. Summer in the Philippines is seriously summer!

Another observation of mine just lately is that I don't know when was the last time that I was able to write at least a single post for three days in a row. I am aware it's been a long time now since then. A while ago, I was wondering and doubting if I could write today or if there's something to write about this day. I just turned on the computer to check my e-mail, and signed in on another account, and when I was through with all this and that, I just kind of instinctively signed in here too. And I tried if I could write a post today.

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