Negative Thoughts

I'm down.
I'm dumb.
I suck, and I'm weak.

I have such a low tolerance to everything..
I pity myself. I can't stop it, though I myself can't clearly tell why I do so.

I am tired.
I am waiting for a change.

I don't want to sound so hopeful when I am truly not.
I don't also want to write rubbish, but this is how I feel, and I'm not just gonna bottle it all up.

Someday I might just explode.

That someday could be any moment I don't know.

Call me pessimistic, if that's what I am.
But one way or another, we all must admit that in this life, it's not so easy to think positive. Sometimes, if not most of the time, it's hard to be strong.

This is just another episode,
another part.
This is not all.
And all is not gonna be like this.

But right now,
this is how I feel.
And it's time I become honest to myself.