Near End

I love new beginnings. I like things new.
Although there's the fear, that natural, common fear rooted in the thought of unfamiliarity, not knowing what lies ahead when you're at the beginning, you feel refreshed to start anew.
And that's what I plan to do. To make the next year indeed NEW..
New, as in different.. unlike what has been in the past.. never-before-seen.. "bye-bye old".

I've once thought that, exactly a year ago, it would've been so hard to imagine what my life looks like right now. As hard as it is to try to foresee what things would be like a year from now.
But I would gradually grow to adapt to the circumstances, the changes.
And things will happen just as they must, and in time everything will fall into place. There'll be sadness and happiness, pain and comfort, but for sure God would see me through, just as He's always done.

So I then must think twice if fear is such a reasonable thing after all.