Monday, March 16, 2009

Vacation [?]

The semester is done. Even the whole academic year is. My first year in college is done. The summer vacation is on... or is it?

I can't bring myself to the conclusion that the vacation is official. Even at this moment, I am feeling uneasy, aware that there are still few aftershocks and remainders of the previous semester. What just helps me rest assured somehow is the comparison of the difficulty. If I was able to pass and surpass past tougher requirements that I met along the way, how much more can I do the same on the last, few little ones remaining?

I'd just have to be patient and convince myself that vacation is not yet official at this moment. With that in mind, I could push myself to be more diligent about some remaining tasks left undone - but to be done immediately. I can't be blamed for being so excited about this summer vacation anyway. The past months just got so exhausting, and I really really wanted to get rid of waking up very early in the morning - fortunately, I got that wish granted in this unofficial vacation since classes are over, so after all, not bad. Or even not just "not bad," it's good.

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