Late Night Sickness

It's too late in the evening, or rather way too early in the day - depends on how you see it, really - but apparently I'm showing no signs of wanting to sleep. Not insomnia, just a little bit of a "can't sleep yet" factor.

Right now, I am in the middle of finishing the final exams, most of which were already done, though not through test papers. Due to that, only three subjects were left dependent on questionnaires. One down yesterday, two to go today, and, voila! Summer vacation is on! So I just can't help but have this feeling of wanting to get it over with on the exams, and everything else entailing them such as projects, - the part of school I hate the most, beside lengthy vacant hours - of which I am kind of getting more annoyed. Sometimes I get this suspicion that they're being used to withhold us from the freedom that the end of this semester will bring. What a freak I am.

Someday after school is over (I mean, this semester only), I want to engage myself in an activity just so I would be occupied the whole vacation long. I only hope with both fingers crossed that I'll have the guts to venture into something new, for I have been abusively introverted these past few... years? Kind of. But it doesn't mean I'm gonna keep myself to myself forever. Such a misery! As they say, you'll never know, until you...

yes, try.

The whole house is asleep now. It's past twelve, but I am still wide awake. Guess that's what really happens when you store a couple of hours of sleep before bedtime. You just reap what you sow. It's always like this whenever I try to get some sleep during the afternoon and sometimes even after dinner, just to wake up again and then barely sleep later on. For instance, now.