hopelessly hopeful

crouched here on the floor, don't know what i'm thinking. these past few days have been hassling my head as i'm lost for ideas and anything worth doing to while away the moments. whew... here i go again. there is no precise theme for this writing besides 'random thoughts.'

(then this suddenly crosses my mind...)

i think the days of hopelessly hopeful dreaming are here. i kind of put some of the blame on talent search shows that i watch and the singers i listen to, belting notes in my playlist.those things inspired me to look beyond the walls surrounding me at this moment, walls i desperately long to get through, both literally and figuratively. well, good thing now has also been a time for my awakening that i should follow through on what my heart desires to do. but in the back of my mind, i kind of doubt if God's gonna like what i'm thinking or what i'm dreaming to do to pursue my dreams. if it turns out the way i didn't hope it to be, i'll know what that means immediately but if it eventually goes otherwise, i'd be the happiest person on the planet!