Wednesday, March 4, 2009

A Lot of Who's

"Who am I?"

...I often ask myself whenever I try to personalize this little cyberspace of mine a little bit every now and then.

But come to think of it, that's what I ask myself in reality.

Who am I?

And what I realize, is that my question is not about my personality. It's not about my looks. Nor is it about my attitude.

It's about what occupies my time: what do I do?

. . .

I'm made up of a lot of things I do, and a lot of things I don't.

I am a college student.
A dreamer. Big dreamer.
A music minister. I can play piano, guitar, base. Sometimes, by ear. For church. As much as possible, I try to be exclusive. Unless chances or choice don't allow me to.
I am a worship leader by heart, as I in deed am. I love it sooo much. Again, I love it.
So of course that means I am a Christian, and I love it as well.
I'm a fitness enthusiast in the making, a frustrated athlete, a songwriter since the age of ten (but sadly have been unwantedly dormant for so long), maybe a frustrated blogger too. But hey, isn't it free to dream?

Aside from that I can do many different things, this and that to spend my time... such a long list. And there's also a long list of things I hope doing. Yet no matter what they are, this is me... and I am who I am.

Whatever I may be able to do, whatever I may be doing, whatever I may have done or whatever I may do in the future, it doesn't matter as much as being in Jesus does. In Him do I have the assurance that I'll find and know myself, as He is my creator. He knows me more than anybody does, or anybody had, or anybody will.

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